aloha toots pardon for the really really long hiatus and nonupdate status:) shifted over to my xanga cos i thought nobody bothers to read this blog anymore and read a Homer (d'oh!) poser:)
xanga.com/madhatterescapade.
till then, ciaooooo
Monday, December 17, 2007
Monday, December 3, 2007
(RANT!/)
I feel fat. especially looking at the slew of thinspo xangas, and the flipping thin people i see. you really cant help aspiring to lose some stupid weight. how thinspiring. im going crazy. especially when i go into a changing room in malacca and see thousands of thin malaysians poppping in and out of the changing rooms, sucking in their stomachs in a size 0 top. rah):
Everything around me tells me to be self-confident and accept myself for who i am, and i really want to. especially when i have two really thin sisters, and im born naturally abit bigger sized than they are, and my tummy is definitely bigger than them. I always get my tummy made fun of by my family. when i was in australia at seven years old, they called my tummy 'jiam jiam' cuz they were jiggly giggly:)
Everytime my sisters come out in super gorgeous camis and everything - they look really great. They wear figure hugging tops and encourage me to do the same. they dont understand why i wear my oversized tees. When they're oversized,they're really oversized:) They tell me to junk my oversized tees, but my oversized tees are the love. I just cant be like them. It may be easy for them and for everyone but not for me.
Self confidence isnt easy to get, y'know?
I feel fat. especially looking at the slew of thinspo xangas, and the flipping thin people i see. you really cant help aspiring to lose some stupid weight. how thinspiring. im going crazy. especially when i go into a changing room in malacca and see thousands of thin malaysians poppping in and out of the changing rooms, sucking in their stomachs in a size 0 top. rah):
Everything around me tells me to be self-confident and accept myself for who i am, and i really want to. especially when i have two really thin sisters, and im born naturally abit bigger sized than they are, and my tummy is definitely bigger than them. I always get my tummy made fun of by my family. when i was in australia at seven years old, they called my tummy 'jiam jiam' cuz they were jiggly giggly:)
Everytime my sisters come out in super gorgeous camis and everything - they look really great. They wear figure hugging tops and encourage me to do the same. they dont understand why i wear my oversized tees. When they're oversized,they're really oversized:) They tell me to junk my oversized tees, but my oversized tees are the love. I just cant be like them. It may be easy for them and for everyone but not for me.
Self confidence isnt easy to get, y'know?
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
Urh, random people. Random random people.
When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
Haha yeah. Like duhhhhhhh:)
In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
Listener.
Do you take compliments well?
Haha, no one has complimented me so far yet.
Do you play Sudoku?
I aint that cheeem. I dont even get how to play Sudoku no matter how many times you attempt to explain it to me:)
If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
Thats exactly why I joined guides for
Do you like to ride horses?
YupPpZz
Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Haha church camp
What was your favourite game as a kid?
Sisscors paper stone
If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do?
Tell that sexy person to get lost cuz it aint sexy to come after complete idiots like me and stay faithful to his wife.
Could you date someone with unequal religious beliefs as you?
NO. Never.
Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Haha i enjoy the pursued part but i hate pursuing, thank you:)
Are you ticklish?
No, i just stone and think of daisies and poppy flowers
Do any songs make you cry?
Yeah. The Fray 'How to save a life' I love that song alot.
Do y'know how to shoot a gun?
I wishhhhhh
If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
My family picture, handphone and bolster
Do you think more about the past, present or future?
Present.
Favourite children's book?
'Mrs Mole's Bedtime Stories'
How tall are you?
How tall am I? Oh yeahh, verrrrrry tall):
Where is your dream house located?
The mansion God has alr prepared for me:) haha with gold chocolate bars and flying cherubs!
What name brand is your computer?
Compaq
Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Yes! Neoprinting is the love yo.
What flavour is your favourite lollipop?
Coca cola.
Where was the furthest place you travelled today?
My bedroom:)
Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Sleep.
Do you look like your mum or dad?
I look like my mummmy. My bigger sister looks like my dad and my rents say my smaller sister was a mixture of a sperm and a potpot. HAHA
How long does it take for you to shower?
10 minutes if i'm feeling really zilian.
Can you do splits?
NooooOOOoooooOOOOO):
What movie do you want to see right now?
BRATZ! haha
Would you like to make a shoutout?
HAHA YES. HELLOOOOOO WORLD!:)
What song would you like to dedicate?
'Shut up and drive' by Rihanna to my daddy cuz he cant stop emphasizing how hot he is when he's behind that wheel :)
Do you own a camera phone?
Haha yes. for camwhoring purposes:)
Who would you like to dedicate that song to?
My lovely daddy:)
Candles or incense?
Candles.!
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
11 hours. I oversleep way too much.
Do you like Carebears?
I love them alot.! Especially the junkfood tees with the really cute bears printed all over them. I want a carebears shirt!:)
What do you buy at the movies?
Popcorn and nachos!
Do you know how to play poker?
Even if i knew how to play poker I'm never allowed to play poker.
Do you wear your seatbelt?
No, dont really give a damn about that seatbelt anw :)
What do you wear to sleep?
Pyjamas and sometimes shorts and a shirt. I want pretty PJs!:)
Are you in love?
Not exactly love. but sHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh:)
Do you like funny or serious people better?
Funny. I like people who crack stupid jokes!:)
Ever been to LA?
Haha i wish man:(
Did you eat a cookie today?
No! I need famous amos!:)
Do you use cuss words in other languages?
Sadly, yeah): In malay. Who told shafiqah to go learn chinese vulgarites and shoot them at me huh huh huh:) So i learn malay vulgarites from my malay friends and do the same to her :)
Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
Pay pay pay
Do you hate chocolates?
No no no, i detest them so badly if they didnt look like mini devils with forks and horns! Grah they're temptations!):
Are you a gullible person?
Yeah, thats what my sister says
Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
No
If you could have any job(assuming you have the skills) what job would you take?
Lawyer, i wanna debate debate debate.
Are you easy to get along with?
Haha yeah as long as you dont piss me off.
What is your favourite time of the day?
When my stomach feels empty, and when its raining. When i feel God:)
Credits to esther!/
Urh, random people. Random random people.
When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
Haha yeah. Like duhhhhhhh:)
In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
Listener.
Do you take compliments well?
Haha, no one has complimented me so far yet.
Do you play Sudoku?
I aint that cheeem. I dont even get how to play Sudoku no matter how many times you attempt to explain it to me:)
If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
Thats exactly why I joined guides for
Do you like to ride horses?
YupPpZz
Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Haha church camp
What was your favourite game as a kid?
Sisscors paper stone
If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do?
Tell that sexy person to get lost cuz it aint sexy to come after complete idiots like me and stay faithful to his wife.
Could you date someone with unequal religious beliefs as you?
NO. Never.
Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Haha i enjoy the pursued part but i hate pursuing, thank you:)
Are you ticklish?
No, i just stone and think of daisies and poppy flowers
Do any songs make you cry?
Yeah. The Fray 'How to save a life' I love that song alot.
Do y'know how to shoot a gun?
I wishhhhhh
If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
My family picture, handphone and bolster
Do you think more about the past, present or future?
Present.
Favourite children's book?
'Mrs Mole's Bedtime Stories'
How tall are you?
How tall am I? Oh yeahh, verrrrrry tall):
Where is your dream house located?
The mansion God has alr prepared for me:) haha with gold chocolate bars and flying cherubs!
What name brand is your computer?
Compaq
Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Yes! Neoprinting is the love yo.
What flavour is your favourite lollipop?
Coca cola.
Where was the furthest place you travelled today?
My bedroom:)
Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Sleep.
Do you look like your mum or dad?
I look like my mummmy. My bigger sister looks like my dad and my rents say my smaller sister was a mixture of a sperm and a potpot. HAHA
How long does it take for you to shower?
10 minutes if i'm feeling really zilian.
Can you do splits?
NooooOOOoooooOOOOO):
What movie do you want to see right now?
BRATZ! haha
Would you like to make a shoutout?
HAHA YES. HELLOOOOOO WORLD!:)
What song would you like to dedicate?
'Shut up and drive' by Rihanna to my daddy cuz he cant stop emphasizing how hot he is when he's behind that wheel :)
Do you own a camera phone?
Haha yes. for camwhoring purposes:)
Who would you like to dedicate that song to?
My lovely daddy:)
Candles or incense?
Candles.!
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
11 hours. I oversleep way too much.
Do you like Carebears?
I love them alot.! Especially the junkfood tees with the really cute bears printed all over them. I want a carebears shirt!:)
What do you buy at the movies?
Popcorn and nachos!
Do you know how to play poker?
Even if i knew how to play poker I'm never allowed to play poker.
Do you wear your seatbelt?
No, dont really give a damn about that seatbelt anw :)
What do you wear to sleep?
Pyjamas and sometimes shorts and a shirt. I want pretty PJs!:)
Are you in love?
Not exactly love. but sHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh:)
Do you like funny or serious people better?
Funny. I like people who crack stupid jokes!:)
Ever been to LA?
Haha i wish man:(
Did you eat a cookie today?
No! I need famous amos!:)
Do you use cuss words in other languages?
Sadly, yeah): In malay. Who told shafiqah to go learn chinese vulgarites and shoot them at me huh huh huh:) So i learn malay vulgarites from my malay friends and do the same to her :)
Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
Pay pay pay
Do you hate chocolates?
No no no, i detest them so badly if they didnt look like mini devils with forks and horns! Grah they're temptations!):
Are you a gullible person?
Yeah, thats what my sister says
Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
No
If you could have any job(assuming you have the skills) what job would you take?
Lawyer, i wanna debate debate debate.
Are you easy to get along with?
Haha yeah as long as you dont piss me off.
What is your favourite time of the day?
When my stomach feels empty, and when its raining. When i feel God:)
Credits to esther!/
Sunday, November 25, 2007
You shine brighter than the whole milky way-
i feel so cheap and poor and low class in clarke quay. HAHHHHAH. even crabs and hooters makes me feel poor.
today we went to hooters for dinner after rotting on chairs and camwhoring, and it was really fun tho. the first time i went to clarke quay in the night and its really beautiful and dreamy! But the hooters waitresses were wearing orange FBTs pulled up till like infinitely like hot shorts. one of them were trying to seduce this american guy, showing their butt cracks and everything. He didnt even seem the least interested but the other guys were. haha:) it was fun watching though. And the big funky bump sign.
Haha today i was talking politics!
I really miss God, I really do. Talked to himm for a really really long time today, and i prayed to invite someone to youth camp. then i waited a few secs and sms-ed gillian. Then i prayed agaain (hahah to be sure to be sure!) and she really replied yes.! :) So i was really hyper at hooters and i was really happy with everything and the grace God has given. YAY!:)
Friday will be angmor days with my mummmm. Haha love our angmor days. Angmor days rule!:)
today we went to hooters for dinner after rotting on chairs and camwhoring, and it was really fun tho. the first time i went to clarke quay in the night and its really beautiful and dreamy! But the hooters waitresses were wearing orange FBTs pulled up till like infinitely like hot shorts. one of them were trying to seduce this american guy, showing their butt cracks and everything. He didnt even seem the least interested but the other guys were. haha:) it was fun watching though. And the big funky bump sign.
Haha today i was talking politics!
I really miss God, I really do. Talked to himm for a really really long time today, and i prayed to invite someone to youth camp. then i waited a few secs and sms-ed gillian. Then i prayed agaain (hahah to be sure to be sure!) and she really replied yes.! :) So i was really hyper at hooters and i was really happy with everything and the grace God has given. YAY!:)
Friday will be angmor days with my mummmm. Haha love our angmor days. Angmor days rule!:)
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Today was really nice, though i skipped the ym special day. grr. i didnt want to skip it initially but my bigger sister was all druggy and drowsy and didnt want to go for ym, and my mum had a bbq going on later so i skipped ym to help her. I really should have gone):
Gillian, my mum, my maid, Jillian and my sister Ashley all love my THEFACESHOP nail strengthenng thang! HAHHAHA i rock in my choices dont i? i painted my chinese teacher's nails rad! she luvxxxs it mun. really does:) forgot to give ruth her nail varnish thing. eeeeh. i owe many many people debts. GRAH. i owe rachel ming her ben and jerrys money and guides money, neoprints money. i really plan to clear them.
My IOU.
I owe rachel ming six bucks for new york super fudge chunk and for neoprint money. i will pay them when school starts! I promisseeee.
Ah rachel ming you better be reading this!:) lol.
Gillian, my mum, my maid, Jillian and my sister Ashley all love my THEFACESHOP nail strengthenng thang! HAHHAHA i rock in my choices dont i? i painted my chinese teacher's nails rad! she luvxxxs it mun. really does:) forgot to give ruth her nail varnish thing. eeeeh. i owe many many people debts. GRAH. i owe rachel ming her ben and jerrys money and guides money, neoprints money. i really plan to clear them.
My IOU.
I owe rachel ming six bucks for new york super fudge chunk and for neoprint money. i will pay them when school starts! I promisseeee.
Ah rachel ming you better be reading this!:) lol.
Friday, November 23, 2007
Today was northpoint with ruth goh!
It was really fun though I havent been to northpoint for thirteen years and i printed out photos which were flipping cheap compared to thomson!:) and ruth got her picnic ham, and we also bought real cute teeny minitoon water bottles! Haha i have green. we walked around practically the whole of northpoint. i really want to go back to northpoint. i want to buy Keds! haha the really nice canvas flats. i want to buy a shirtdress and converse sneakers and cartunistas num slippers and skinny jeans! :)
My sister never allows me to touch her teen vogue cuz i always rip the covers apart! Haha and her Dolly.
____________________________
I'm a techno-phobe, haha!
Today was really deeesgusting. when i was sleeping my mum woke me up with her screaming and demanded me to clean up my tables. My cupboard, my clothing cupboard. I got real pissed off and just tucked my head under my blanket. but i wanted to make my mum happy so i cleaned up my table before i went off for northpoint.
Oooooh i see some drama.
It was really fun though I havent been to northpoint for thirteen years and i printed out photos which were flipping cheap compared to thomson!:) and ruth got her picnic ham, and we also bought real cute teeny minitoon water bottles! Haha i have green. we walked around practically the whole of northpoint. i really want to go back to northpoint. i want to buy Keds! haha the really nice canvas flats. i want to buy a shirtdress and converse sneakers and cartunistas num slippers and skinny jeans! :)
My sister never allows me to touch her teen vogue cuz i always rip the covers apart! Haha and her Dolly.
____________________________
I'm a techno-phobe, haha!
Today was really deeesgusting. when i was sleeping my mum woke me up with her screaming and demanded me to clean up my tables. My cupboard, my clothing cupboard. I got real pissed off and just tucked my head under my blanket. but i wanted to make my mum happy so i cleaned up my table before i went off for northpoint.
Oooooh i see some drama.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
My temper has definitely cooled downnn now:)
I've been trying to control my tempers since this morning. It's quite okay and definitely getting the hang of it, and i'm happpppy!(: i could have flared up at my sister today but i didnt. but she flared up at me. HAH. turn the tables around yo :) God definitely helped me with it and had a big part to play in my change. I just love that :)
I've been trying to control my tempers since this morning. It's quite okay and definitely getting the hang of it, and i'm happpppy!(: i could have flared up at my sister today but i didnt. but she flared up at me. HAH. turn the tables around yo :) God definitely helped me with it and had a big part to play in my change. I just love that :)
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
World Hunger Relief Week is a global movement designed to fight world hunger on a global scale with the United Nations World Food Programme. Through awareness, volunteerism and fundraising, more than 1,000,000 employees, franchisees, and vendors of Yum! Brands, KFC, Pizza Hut, Taco Bell, Long John Silver's and A&W Restaurants in 100+ countries will join forces to bring awareness and action to this global crisis. World Hunger Relief Week was created to raise awareness and much-needed unrestricted funding to fight hunger on an unprecedented, global scale.
Affecting 1 in 7 individuals on the planet each day, hunger kills more people than AIDS, malaria and tuberculosis combined. The World Food Programme is the United Nations frontline agency in the fight against global hunger, feeding on average 90 million of the world's poorest and most vulnerable people in 80 countries each year. WFP provides food and resources to build self-sustaining communities in the most impoverished and disadvantaged corners of the world.
While world hunger can be an invisible problem, the solution is within our reach. Please join this world-changing movement
_________________________________________
Please support!:)
Haha i really want to make a donation but i dunno how to, so i'm still trying! Since tuberculosis is there i don't really mind helping. Hey KFC is there toooo! Haha if kentucky chicken wings can help underprivileged people enjoy life and not worry bout hunger, I'm in! Finger lickin good!:)
Today went for my dental checkup and sadly aunty sharon wasnt in so we had this new guy who loved to ask me all sorts of puberty questions. like, throughout the whole checkup. So if he's checking your teeth he'll go ""So hello, Nicole, how long have you been menustrating? Have you hit puberty?" then seconds later he'll go "How does puberty feel like for you?"
We had to wait for my dad while he did his puberty questions thang. then my dad came and i have to do dentaal surgery, my whole face gna change! HAHHH:) then you have to teach me how to eat!:D
Haha ok. goodbye. will blog if i have the time. Tooooodels :)
Affecting 1 in 7 individuals on the planet each day, hunger kills more people than AIDS, malaria and tuberculosis combined. The World Food Programme is the United Nations frontline agency in the fight against global hunger, feeding on average 90 million of the world's poorest and most vulnerable people in 80 countries each year. WFP provides food and resources to build self-sustaining communities in the most impoverished and disadvantaged corners of the world.
While world hunger can be an invisible problem, the solution is within our reach. Please join this world-changing movement
_________________________________________
Please support!:)
Haha i really want to make a donation but i dunno how to, so i'm still trying! Since tuberculosis is there i don't really mind helping. Hey KFC is there toooo! Haha if kentucky chicken wings can help underprivileged people enjoy life and not worry bout hunger, I'm in! Finger lickin good!:)
Today went for my dental checkup and sadly aunty sharon wasnt in so we had this new guy who loved to ask me all sorts of puberty questions. like, throughout the whole checkup. So if he's checking your teeth he'll go ""So hello, Nicole, how long have you been menustrating? Have you hit puberty?" then seconds later he'll go "How does puberty feel like for you?"
We had to wait for my dad while he did his puberty questions thang. then my dad came and i have to do dentaal surgery, my whole face gna change! HAHHH:) then you have to teach me how to eat!:D
Haha ok. goodbye. will blog if i have the time. Tooooodels :)
Sunday, November 18, 2007
/Lol randoom quiz i just took from ruth so credits to her :)
A random girl asks you your name
Haha say hi? :)
The last thing you put in your mouth
Toothpaste cuz toothpaste is my bestie
What was the last message on your phone
k i'll wear a bikini tmr. SEXY RITE? :D nite...
The last song you listened to
My mummy's sappy/love korean drama songs. I love singing them, sarang-haeyo! :)
Who do you trust in your life?
All my friends. I don't really tell them the really sensitive things though. But i trust everyone! :)
Would you move to the USA to be with someone you love?
Haha depends.
Talked on the phone in the shower?
Yeah. To carrie, in primary six. Loudspeaker toooo so they can hear shower sounds. I actually talk to people when i pee too, if you're the unfortunate little weenie. My little secret, shhhhh.
Would you stop talking to your friends because of your girlfriend/boyfriend?
No way. Never in a flipping million years.
Fill in the blank: I love ________.
God and everything He gave me.
Who will you wanna marry?
A man that most probably appreciates me for who I am.
Who will you wanna call after waking up from your coma?
Family cuz my family is da bomb:) then call my friends and say hello and make them little presents.
How many kids do you wanna have
Haha 10! Or maybe 11, its enough to make up a football team yo! :)
What will you call your kids?
Peeping Tom, Cheerful Dick and Harry Potter. and if more then three than i'll search the Bible for names :)
Your surname?
Chiaaaaaaaaaa
Favourite toy
I still love the really ugly but cute chinatown pig that i bought with carrie lim:) I love it to bits. Has meanning to it.
Right or left handed?
Hahhhha, righttt! :)
Been to Paris
I WANT.
Last person you kissed?
My bolster and my mum. My bolster aint qualifying as a person aint it :)
Do you love anyone now?
Yes. Family, friends, Jessie and God
What are you doing?
Fighting the King Koopa? :)
Today was really bad/horrible/fun and other than praising God, the shopping and family bonding time, the rest of it was awful. Though i'm thai expressing tmr!
Started out real horrible, i got scolding from my dad because i answered back really rudely cuz i was really pissed i was forced to wake up so early and everything): So sorry, God):
Then later i had to make the hardest choice of my life - who to obey? like wth, who am i supposed to obey? I have two people to please - who do you expect me to please huh? I was really irritated, I couldnt stand it so i just burst out crying like a baby and called Ruth, cried the bugger and shizz out of myself. i looked like a pontianak with red eyes and blotchy shriveled nose crying. haha.
my sisters really cheered me up though. we went nydc and had pizza and everything and literally went crazy - i even have a cheena photo of my mum and dad kissing in nydc doing those smooch poses thats the so very in thing now :) went to wheelock and went to ipod shop - really want an iPod touch! and a iMac so i can do happy camwhoring. we camwhored with the comp and the people were rather pissed off. but do weee looook like we care? Nuh uh :) My dad's a happy hip camwhorer yo! My mum went shopping for christmas cards.
Tis the season to be jolly. I'm christmass plannnnnnner!
WANNNNNNNA TURKEY ? :]
A random girl asks you your name
Haha say hi? :)
The last thing you put in your mouth
Toothpaste cuz toothpaste is my bestie
What was the last message on your phone
k i'll wear a bikini tmr. SEXY RITE? :D nite...
The last song you listened to
My mummy's sappy/love korean drama songs. I love singing them, sarang-haeyo! :)
Who do you trust in your life?
All my friends. I don't really tell them the really sensitive things though. But i trust everyone! :)
Would you move to the USA to be with someone you love?
Haha depends.
Talked on the phone in the shower?
Yeah. To carrie, in primary six. Loudspeaker toooo so they can hear shower sounds. I actually talk to people when i pee too, if you're the unfortunate little weenie. My little secret, shhhhh.
Would you stop talking to your friends because of your girlfriend/boyfriend?
No way. Never in a flipping million years.
Fill in the blank: I love ________.
God and everything He gave me.
Who will you wanna marry?
A man that most probably appreciates me for who I am.
Who will you wanna call after waking up from your coma?
Family cuz my family is da bomb:) then call my friends and say hello and make them little presents.
How many kids do you wanna have
Haha 10! Or maybe 11, its enough to make up a football team yo! :)
What will you call your kids?
Peeping Tom, Cheerful Dick and Harry Potter. and if more then three than i'll search the Bible for names :)
Your surname?
Chiaaaaaaaaaa
Favourite toy
I still love the really ugly but cute chinatown pig that i bought with carrie lim:) I love it to bits. Has meanning to it.
Right or left handed?
Hahhhha, righttt! :)
Been to Paris
I WANT.
Last person you kissed?
My bolster and my mum. My bolster aint qualifying as a person aint it :)
Do you love anyone now?
Yes. Family, friends, Jessie and God
What are you doing?
Fighting the King Koopa? :)
Today was really bad/horrible/fun and other than praising God, the shopping and family bonding time, the rest of it was awful. Though i'm thai expressing tmr!
Started out real horrible, i got scolding from my dad because i answered back really rudely cuz i was really pissed i was forced to wake up so early and everything): So sorry, God):
Then later i had to make the hardest choice of my life - who to obey? like wth, who am i supposed to obey? I have two people to please - who do you expect me to please huh? I was really irritated, I couldnt stand it so i just burst out crying like a baby and called Ruth, cried the bugger and shizz out of myself. i looked like a pontianak with red eyes and blotchy shriveled nose crying. haha.
my sisters really cheered me up though. we went nydc and had pizza and everything and literally went crazy - i even have a cheena photo of my mum and dad kissing in nydc doing those smooch poses thats the so very in thing now :) went to wheelock and went to ipod shop - really want an iPod touch! and a iMac so i can do happy camwhoring. we camwhored with the comp and the people were rather pissed off. but do weee looook like we care? Nuh uh :) My dad's a happy hip camwhorer yo! My mum went shopping for christmas cards.
Tis the season to be jolly. I'm christmass plannnnnnner!
WANNNNNNNA TURKEY ? :]
Saturday, November 17, 2007
/my smaller sister has beautiful eyes of an angel and the meanness of a tiger fury inside her. criticizes people very very easily.
Jillian got this really pretty tartan dress from my cousin, and she came in bashing into our room, her voice happy happy happy in her tartan dress.
Jillian: Tadah! *smiles one big cheesy smile*
Ashley: Omg do i look like i really care? *continues playing gameboy and smirks*
If you scoldd that angel she gives you the dao look, and then does her really popular donald duck mouth. My dad got really tempted to staple her mouth. Hah, cuz my dad rules like that (:
Oh she just insulted my gameboy. Moist with fungi? No way.
Jillian got this really pretty tartan dress from my cousin, and she came in bashing into our room, her voice happy happy happy in her tartan dress.
Jillian: Tadah! *smiles one big cheesy smile*
Ashley: Omg do i look like i really care? *continues playing gameboy and smirks*
If you scoldd that angel she gives you the dao look, and then does her really popular donald duck mouth. My dad got really tempted to staple her mouth. Hah, cuz my dad rules like that (:
Oh she just insulted my gameboy. Moist with fungi? No way.
His lips pressed coldly against her neck.
Softly she breathed, her heart skipped a beat. Then he withdrew his lips and looked at her beautiful face gently.
(edit/)
today was really fun. met up with my senior, jinger, though the last time she talked to me was six months ago for a school survey! But she was really nice and all - so met up with her at somerset mrt and went off to her church, Hope Church. Something like ruth's ignyte, flashlights and bright lights and really enthusiastic cheers and all. Hyped up, and all ready to give God his rightful glory on his throne :)
Yup. today started off really bad. I was in a flipping rush today - had tuition in the morning then lunch at my grandmother's house. And then i had to change to go for jinger's ym. My mother scolded me for not bringing a bag and demanded me to change to jeans. So i changed and had to stashed my jeans in an envelope. Haha how unglammmmm. the mrt guy thought i was carrying about a bomb!
Haha i have a couple of things to really complete this week!
And I really have to rush my glass noodle date with shafiqah. she really wants her glass noodles bad. like shizzzz, she's been bugging me for her glass noodles for a few days alr. if i put off our date she's gna scream her head off and ignore me for six whole years ):
I have ruth's present to complete too. And small little letters to give out to people and ym camp! gah no one wants to come! still thinking of people. hee. hahahahhah maybe i'm lonely and a really lonesome loner! AMANDA WEE I AM COUNTING ON YOU. lol.
Softly she breathed, her heart skipped a beat. Then he withdrew his lips and looked at her beautiful face gently.
(edit/)
today was really fun. met up with my senior, jinger, though the last time she talked to me was six months ago for a school survey! But she was really nice and all - so met up with her at somerset mrt and went off to her church, Hope Church. Something like ruth's ignyte, flashlights and bright lights and really enthusiastic cheers and all. Hyped up, and all ready to give God his rightful glory on his throne :)
Yup. today started off really bad. I was in a flipping rush today - had tuition in the morning then lunch at my grandmother's house. And then i had to change to go for jinger's ym. My mother scolded me for not bringing a bag and demanded me to change to jeans. So i changed and had to stashed my jeans in an envelope. Haha how unglammmmm. the mrt guy thought i was carrying about a bomb!
Haha i have a couple of things to really complete this week!
And I really have to rush my glass noodle date with shafiqah. she really wants her glass noodles bad. like shizzzz, she's been bugging me for her glass noodles for a few days alr. if i put off our date she's gna scream her head off and ignore me for six whole years ):
I have ruth's present to complete too. And small little letters to give out to people and ym camp! gah no one wants to come! still thinking of people. hee. hahahahhah maybe i'm lonely and a really lonesome loner! AMANDA WEE I AM COUNTING ON YOU. lol.
- Go running.
- Do up ruth's present ( eeh i still cant get the fabric right y'know!)
- Do up esther wong aka strawberry bananaa's present (ditto for the stupid fabric who refuses to listen)
- Grow closer to my one God Almighty. I need it badly.
- LOSE WEIGHT.
- Christmas shopping with many people like ruth or rachel or anyoneeee!:)
- Finish my homework by this week. (HHAHAH fat dreams.)
- Invite at least one person for ym camp!
Oh yeah. can i ask you what i ever did to you?
Friday, November 16, 2007
i have my name in kakatana on amanda whee's blog, yo :)
back from thanksgiving, and the sermon was really boring tho. went to raffles after that with claudia, rachel ming, cassandra, pamela and amanda wee! HAH she came! dont pon eh dont pon! :) Haha went burger king, and after claudia left, cassandra got very high on milo. told me to scold her if she went hyper. didnt scold her, and in the end rachel, me, cassandra and pamela threw ice on each other in school uniform in burger king in a public place, hawhaw :D
the primary sixes from smps went outside with their friends and started crying and hugging each other, their faces all blotchy and red. psle results coming out next weeeek!
Today was really bad and i hate today alot.
back from thanksgiving, and the sermon was really boring tho. went to raffles after that with claudia, rachel ming, cassandra, pamela and amanda wee! HAH she came! dont pon eh dont pon! :) Haha went burger king, and after claudia left, cassandra got very high on milo. told me to scold her if she went hyper. didnt scold her, and in the end rachel, me, cassandra and pamela threw ice on each other in school uniform in burger king in a public place, hawhaw :D
the primary sixes from smps went outside with their friends and started crying and hugging each other, their faces all blotchy and red. psle results coming out next weeeek!
Haaha amanda wee is a zilian womannnnn cuz when i took out my strawberry shortcake mirror to show her she took it and neatened her hair! :) Gah pamela yeo thank you for the neoprints and the really sweet message. love you! :
Today was really bad and i hate today alot.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
haha actually torture camp was better than i expected. anw, i have withdrawal.fits/:
i miss the powder in my legs, the sound of jessie barking, my mum's constant nagging, my dad's funny little boastful quotes. i missed my sisters so much too that i almost cried but when i got in the car with ruth all i got from my smaller sister was, 'Omg i am so happy to have you home. Finally.' And of course, its sarcasticc. And all i got from jillian was scolding throughout my whole car journey, back home at dinner.
Where's the loove?:(
The only really welcoming thing was that my mum said hello, my dad said hello and whipped up the bestest food ever. fried wings, oxtails and white rice and omelettes:)
I know, my commitments towards diets are absolute laopok -.-
Today was really funnnn, we had games and Splat is really fun! i wanna play Splat againnnn. eeeeh. i love that creepy face, y'know the evil ones with the torchlight (think villians!) :D
Yes, my pretty mosquito patches.
I planned to actually torture myself with jogging and running and cardio when i came back from camp but apparently i gorged myself instead -.-
Partnered shalakah for the nature walk. my thighs really ache, felt like tumbling down the stupid hill. Who knew the smallest hill in Singapore could kill you. haha and i put my insect repellent and water with cassandra lowww so i couldnt get my water bottle so Kirin shared her water with me. Princesses! i was practically dehydrateddd.
Thanks cass for offering to hold my things though! :D
I love drills all of a suddennn, though. eeh. tomorrow's thanksgiving, and i feel so pain and tired.
Ruth, thank you so much. The bestest wustest thing any friend did for me, and i really appreciate it. Water bomb! :)
i miss the powder in my legs, the sound of jessie barking, my mum's constant nagging, my dad's funny little boastful quotes. i missed my sisters so much too that i almost cried but when i got in the car with ruth all i got from my smaller sister was, 'Omg i am so happy to have you home. Finally.' And of course, its sarcasticc. And all i got from jillian was scolding throughout my whole car journey, back home at dinner.
Where's the loove?:(
The only really welcoming thing was that my mum said hello, my dad said hello and whipped up the bestest food ever. fried wings, oxtails and white rice and omelettes:)
I know, my commitments towards diets are absolute laopok -.-
Today was really funnnn, we had games and Splat is really fun! i wanna play Splat againnnn. eeeeh. i love that creepy face, y'know the evil ones with the torchlight (think villians!) :D
Yes, my pretty mosquito patches.
I planned to actually torture myself with jogging and running and cardio when i came back from camp but apparently i gorged myself instead -.-
Partnered shalakah for the nature walk. my thighs really ache, felt like tumbling down the stupid hill. Who knew the smallest hill in Singapore could kill you. haha and i put my insect repellent and water with cassandra lowww so i couldnt get my water bottle so Kirin shared her water with me. Princesses! i was practically dehydrateddd.
Thanks cass for offering to hold my things though! :D
I love drills all of a suddennn, though. eeh. tomorrow's thanksgiving, and i feel so pain and tired.
Ruth, thank you so much. The bestest wustest thing any friend did for me, and i really appreciate it. Water bomb! :)
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Monday, November 12, 2007
Guides torture camp.
Today was girly talk with my dad. Haha funnnnn!
'Dad, I feel fat! there's unwanted sludge all over my body.'
'Is that what girls talk about today? Nowadays? Is it the hip thing or smth?
'Maybe, yeah. I think so.'
'Have you seen worse ones, darling?' lifts up his shirt. 'Wanna see mine? If yours is sludge then what is mine? I don't have a six pack but i have one. It's the hippest thing ever.'
'Wow dad, that's really hot.'
Blushes. 'Haha yeah i know! then why would i show you!' -.-
My father is the best dad in my world, my entire world. he's late, he's funny and he thinks just because he's from acs he's hot. Everytime we pass acs, he goes 'Omg i'm so proud. acs guys very hot one y'know! haha i from acs you know! Which means i'm hot! HAHA!'
And then if we remind him he changed secondary school, he will go, 'So I'm half hot?' (:
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Today went amk hub to meet up with ruthhh.
I wanna pierce my ears.! cuz im so flipping lazy to even wear a earstick and even bother to keep my earhole open, my mother says she might have to reconsider. I bought stuff from watts in and rachel ming went to buy earrings with alphabets 'R' and 'M'
I'll buy her a 'J!' :D
Bought roller coaster, earrings and bubble tea. im obsessed with bubble tea. I love bubble tea. I like the pretty little harmless little pearls which can actually give me cancer. AND, the milk. sweettalk's really good! :D
Went around finding for rachel ming a cropped knit jacket which she really wanted and had to buy - but in the end we couldnt find anything cuz amk hub has barely anything. She's wearing a black shift dress and a polka dotted retro dress! IMAGINE how hot she'll look lah. and what _________ will think of her man! :)
Oh and my secondary four senior just invited me to her church.! :) the one who surveyed me six months ago, and i totally forgot how she looks like): at orchard cuppage point, hope church. I hope i can go, i really do.
Get well soon, pamela yeo! I wanna go out with you! haha do drills do drills!:) pomelo!
Guides torture camp is in one day time and i'm NOT prepared. i want to pon it! ARGH. i dont wanna go hiking!
'Dad, I feel fat! there's unwanted sludge all over my body.'
'Is that what girls talk about today? Nowadays? Is it the hip thing or smth?
'Maybe, yeah. I think so.'
'Have you seen worse ones, darling?' lifts up his shirt. 'Wanna see mine? If yours is sludge then what is mine? I don't have a six pack but i have one. It's the hippest thing ever.'
'Wow dad, that's really hot.'
Blushes. 'Haha yeah i know! then why would i show you!' -.-
My father is the best dad in my world, my entire world. he's late, he's funny and he thinks just because he's from acs he's hot. Everytime we pass acs, he goes 'Omg i'm so proud. acs guys very hot one y'know! haha i from acs you know! Which means i'm hot! HAHA!'
And then if we remind him he changed secondary school, he will go, 'So I'm half hot?' (:
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Today went amk hub to meet up with ruthhh.
I wanna pierce my ears.! cuz im so flipping lazy to even wear a earstick and even bother to keep my earhole open, my mother says she might have to reconsider. I bought stuff from watts in and rachel ming went to buy earrings with alphabets 'R' and 'M'
I'll buy her a 'J!' :D
Bought roller coaster, earrings and bubble tea. im obsessed with bubble tea. I love bubble tea. I like the pretty little harmless little pearls which can actually give me cancer. AND, the milk. sweettalk's really good! :D
Went around finding for rachel ming a cropped knit jacket which she really wanted and had to buy - but in the end we couldnt find anything cuz amk hub has barely anything. She's wearing a black shift dress and a polka dotted retro dress! IMAGINE how hot she'll look lah. and what _________ will think of her man! :)
Oh and my secondary four senior just invited me to her church.! :) the one who surveyed me six months ago, and i totally forgot how she looks like): at orchard cuppage point, hope church. I hope i can go, i really do.
Get well soon, pamela yeo! I wanna go out with you! haha do drills do drills!:) pomelo!
Guides torture camp is in one day time and i'm NOT prepared. i want to pon it! ARGH. i dont wanna go hiking!
GOD, thank you so much. you give me the bestest friend you could ever give, and she was the one who renewed my faith and trust and spirit in You.
my other friend. thanks for coming to IGNYTE for 2 times. even though i actually pangsehed you to sit with the nice CH (: people you weren't angry with me. i really pray that you will draw nearer to God. it touches me to see you cry,no i ain't sadist. thanks for being my buddy(: my shopping/cam whorring/crapping. even though you aren't in express and there are differences between us,this friendship still rocks.
Thank you, ruth. yes you did do what you wanted, your praying workeddd. and there are absolutely no differences whether you're in express or whatever, cuz you rock no doubt about it :)
Sorry for the copying and pasting! and hahah you shoe-a-holic! I had the bestest talk with you tonight - really. just wanted to say i'll love you forever. awwh :)
HAHAHAHH amanda wee is kawaii nehhhh! i wanna go out with you, kawaii neh amanda weeeee!:D grah i miss you alot alot.! Oh and shafiqah still hasnt got her glass noodles. oooooops :x
my other friend. thanks for coming to IGNYTE for 2 times. even though i actually pangsehed you to sit with the nice CH (: people you weren't angry with me. i really pray that you will draw nearer to God. it touches me to see you cry,no i ain't sadist. thanks for being my buddy(: my shopping/cam whorring/crapping. even though you aren't in express and there are differences between us,this friendship still rocks.
Thank you, ruth. yes you did do what you wanted, your praying workeddd. and there are absolutely no differences whether you're in express or whatever, cuz you rock no doubt about it :)
Sorry for the copying and pasting! and hahah you shoe-a-holic! I had the bestest talk with you tonight - really. just wanted to say i'll love you forever. awwh :)
HAHAHAHH amanda wee is kawaii nehhhh! i wanna go out with you, kawaii neh amanda weeeee!:D grah i miss you alot alot.! Oh and shafiqah still hasnt got her glass noodles. oooooops :x
awwh my leg hurts like shitzzz. haha first time in my entire life i experience muscle strains in my leg): but going out with my friends is totally worth the painnnn, so i dont really care.
Went out with calanthea, zemaine and rachel today and felt like a miserable broker. walked around and bought movies to watch the bee. its a really gooooooooood show!(: its a love story between a bee and a humain. awwh, though we were late for the movie :)
bought a strawberry shortcake mirror at long last, that cute strawberry girl with her pinky itsy hat.(: i love her to bits. i even have a file with her pictures yo, how great is that(:
we went neoprinting after that! it was really fun with the thousands of machiness and everything and realized smth today - calanthea likes all things pretty and sparkly and pink!(: cuz all the neoprints she decorated has sparkly things, hearts and little twinkle stars. and she likes to put 'Friends,' how cool is that :D
We spent quite long at takashimaya cuz calanthea wanted to buy a long-sleeved top for the airport. and so i tried on some stuff out of boredom and im gna drag my mum back there. so many nice things, whee!:D hahah and then shopped around. had beard papa, bubble tea and zemaine had donuts. then we walked around againnn. gee i love you guys(:
my stingy dad only gives me $25 to spend but i luvvv him anw ;D
I put my trust in my all-forgiving Alpha Omega Father, who cradles me in His hands and calls me His baby, his wonderful child.
When I crave and hunger Your spirit please answer my call, O Lord. I want to be of service to You.
Went out with calanthea, zemaine and rachel today and felt like a miserable broker. walked around and bought movies to watch the bee. its a really gooooooooood show!(: its a love story between a bee and a humain. awwh, though we were late for the movie :)
bought a strawberry shortcake mirror at long last, that cute strawberry girl with her pinky itsy hat.(: i love her to bits. i even have a file with her pictures yo, how great is that(:
we went neoprinting after that! it was really fun with the thousands of machiness and everything and realized smth today - calanthea likes all things pretty and sparkly and pink!(: cuz all the neoprints she decorated has sparkly things, hearts and little twinkle stars. and she likes to put 'Friends,' how cool is that :D
We spent quite long at takashimaya cuz calanthea wanted to buy a long-sleeved top for the airport. and so i tried on some stuff out of boredom and im gna drag my mum back there. so many nice things, whee!:D hahah and then shopped around. had beard papa, bubble tea and zemaine had donuts. then we walked around againnn. gee i love you guys(:
my stingy dad only gives me $25 to spend but i luvvv him anw ;D
I put my trust in my all-forgiving Alpha Omega Father, who cradles me in His hands and calls me His baby, his wonderful child.
When I crave and hunger Your spirit please answer my call, O Lord. I want to be of service to You.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Just some random thing.
Did y'know pigs can fly? Well, they can!
Buy this very cool pair of detatchable wings which can be snapped on and off. Price, $39. Free shipping and a free pig. One of the best inventions around. Pigs can fly!
Man man man, you must buy these soon. Get your very own personal, hands-on experience with the world's greatest mystery and fantasy - flying pigs! Forget UFOs, they're so OUT :)
Did y'know pigs can fly? Well, they can!
Buy this very cool pair of detatchable wings which can be snapped on and off. Price, $39. Free shipping and a free pig. One of the best inventions around. Pigs can fly!
Man man man, you must buy these soon. Get your very own personal, hands-on experience with the world's greatest mystery and fantasy - flying pigs! Forget UFOs, they're so OUT :)
Yeahhh, its church now baby(:
haha i bought the really nice nice yoghurt strawberry sweets - the ones to assist the east timor missions funding. damnn addictive, super nice. sat with shermaine and ate them, she bough the blackcurrent ones which were equally nice :D
Y'know what? i realized smth.
i went to ruth's ignyte yesterday and actually, compared to us, their wayy better and its more lively. I almost slept during todays sermon, believe it or not. i think jiaen did for a few minutes but anw, our church sermon is like a beautiful drug dose drugging you to your own lah lah land:(
I hate my pullover nowwww. so disgusting, so smelly too. i've been getting my bloody gory fix - from battle royale! i managed to find a few surviving episodes, about ten. so i'm quite happy looking at shuya for a considerably long time(:
My sister cut her hair - bangs. Whats the biggie with bangs now anw?
haha i bought the really nice nice yoghurt strawberry sweets - the ones to assist the east timor missions funding. damnn addictive, super nice. sat with shermaine and ate them, she bough the blackcurrent ones which were equally nice :D
Y'know what? i realized smth.
i went to ruth's ignyte yesterday and actually, compared to us, their wayy better and its more lively. I almost slept during todays sermon, believe it or not. i think jiaen did for a few minutes but anw, our church sermon is like a beautiful drug dose drugging you to your own lah lah land:(
I hate my pullover nowwww. so disgusting, so smelly too. i've been getting my bloody gory fix - from battle royale! i managed to find a few surviving episodes, about ten. so i'm quite happy looking at shuya for a considerably long time(:
My sister cut her hair - bangs. Whats the biggie with bangs now anw?
Friday, November 9, 2007
i'll be missing you, its not another day
I absolutely hate this. can you please tell me what is going on?
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I feel suicidal.
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I feel suicidal.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
This is disgusting. there are even light and ryuuzaki posers on friendster, and one two light yagami's fighting. It's absolutely true. its flipping poser. http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php?uid=51631715
Whee, i just realized amerie's half korean. ITS SO COOL! Haha and my bigger sister came up to me and replied, "Oh? no wonder amerie's so ugly.'
yup, my sister's mean like that.
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Today was outing with ruthhhhh. that shoe-a-holic, we trooped from mondo to mondo to get two shoes and she spent $5.90 on a pretty white shoe!:) which was kinda worth it though. Though, walking in orchard road is like walking from singapore to china againnnn. i feel like i went for a cardio workout or smth.
I bought a spongebob shirt and the eyes look like my boobs! eww. but its cute and cute, so i dont really mind. but it looks kinda pervy, heehee.
The lady at the spongebob place was nice though. she gave me a discounted $5 telling me 'she understands cuz students have no money' and shooed me off before her husband knew she gave discounts. so nice :)
today was basically shopping and shopping with ruth. ily :D
we didnt camwhore, sadly but we had a nice time though! wanted so many things. there were cardigans for $7.90 and were busy talking:) My damn skirt spoilt the whole thing! Man it practically dropped at far east. ARRGH! the whole world could have seen my panty back then! Which of course, is not really nice cuz it doesnt have lace. if its lace then it'll probably be good eh? :) I could have done a Britney.
Uncle daniel is one of the best damn cooks around :)
yup, my sister's mean like that.
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Today was outing with ruthhhhh. that shoe-a-holic, we trooped from mondo to mondo to get two shoes and she spent $5.90 on a pretty white shoe!:) which was kinda worth it though. Though, walking in orchard road is like walking from singapore to china againnnn. i feel like i went for a cardio workout or smth.
I bought a spongebob shirt and the eyes look like my boobs! eww. but its cute and cute, so i dont really mind. but it looks kinda pervy, heehee.
The lady at the spongebob place was nice though. she gave me a discounted $5 telling me 'she understands cuz students have no money' and shooed me off before her husband knew she gave discounts. so nice :)
today was basically shopping and shopping with ruth. ily :D
we didnt camwhore, sadly but we had a nice time though! wanted so many things. there were cardigans for $7.90 and were busy talking:) My damn skirt spoilt the whole thing! Man it practically dropped at far east. ARRGH! the whole world could have seen my panty back then! Which of course, is not really nice cuz it doesnt have lace. if its lace then it'll probably be good eh? :) I could have done a Britney.
Uncle daniel is one of the best damn cooks around :)
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
We had this picture even though it was raining. love you sis :}
Hokay! tomorrow will be some quality family bonding time with 'rents and sisters, although i havent hit a good note with my smaller sister. It wasnt very highhh, neither was it very gooood/:
First i woke up in the morning i played mario on her gameboy, she screamed her head off at me. then she went to school and came back. asked me for help with the king koopa and i said no, no. Then she scolded me, again. I dont help her with that damn king koopa she comes screaming after me, so anw i played it in the end. if i refuse she'll give that kawaii face to my mother. She thinks all my friends are cool and gives kawaii faces to them if possible. If not, she'll just treat me kindly in front of them. Her spells works magic on everyoneeee.
Outing with ruthwully! cant wait
I don't know but i'll try my best. God knows best.! :)
Hey, i barely started on my holiday homework. and i just realized that!
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Haha im bored nowwww. my holiday is filled with fantastic cheapthrills like water babies, minitoon socks and magazines. AND fantastic mangas of course, and the countless hours staring at his face (if i go blind i'm gna sue fujiwara)
Y'know what japanese men are really pretty - like girls. my sister thinks that tatsuya is gay (v-cut tops, what other thing can you think?) and sissy. Uhhuh, well he is. but he's a hot gay/sissy man, so thats kinda enough for me :) but kenichi matsuyama is pretty hot too. saw his pictures today and well - i drooled for a pretty long time (cheap thrills!) and alternated between fujiwara and him for three hours straight :D
I know, i take obsession to a whole new different level right.
Near and mello too. Man, the whole manga rocks.
I have a Japanese-y weakness for all things japanese which includes, the pretty japanese men. kawaii nehx! :D
Y'know what japanese men are really pretty - like girls. my sister thinks that tatsuya is gay (v-cut tops, what other thing can you think?) and sissy. Uhhuh, well he is. but he's a hot gay/sissy man, so thats kinda enough for me :) but kenichi matsuyama is pretty hot too. saw his pictures today and well - i drooled for a pretty long time (cheap thrills!) and alternated between fujiwara and him for three hours straight :D
I know, i take obsession to a whole new different level right.
Near and mello too. Man, the whole manga rocks.
I have a Japanese-y weakness for all things japanese which includes, the pretty japanese men. kawaii nehx! :D
I snuck the dolly magazine to schoooool! :)
Say hello to my kawaii teacher! :DJesus Jehovah Jireh, You're absolutely my everything. Take everything I have into Your arms, everything I could possibly have, cuz I wanna live for You.
guides today was different from any other ordinary guides meeting. we cooked deepavali stuff but ended up eating up everything for ourselves :)
was actually supposed to take bus to rachel's home and go to schuul after that but my dad offered to pick me up - so i had to walk from the bus stop back to my home. it felt like walking from china to singapore. man you could at least hypothesize the drilling pain in my legs.
i feel like a meanie monster and disgusting and irritating today. just a little self reflection on my part, anw. i really want to try reflecting on myself and changing myself slowly and slowly :}
made friends with liwen today, too :)
talked with xuanlin and liwen today - deathnote, cliquish things and peer pressure. haha, i do have my sources, liwen. haha dont worry hokay, aight? :D
im going to start ranting now. i feel super annoyed.
I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO DESPERATELY. im freaking annoyed, or maybe its just me.
Monday, November 5, 2007
I'm so sorry, rachel):
im at home now. was supposed to go off for guides, but now my father fetched me home. i feel so much for ponning it, but cant): anw im halfway through the activites for guides, so i might as well not pon any activity and attend everything :)
i have been learning to control my temper for a few days now, and i think its pretty good. my sister hasnt been pissing me off for a while and now when they piss me off, i just count to ten. i rock :)
im at home now. was supposed to go off for guides, but now my father fetched me home. i feel so much for ponning it, but cant): anw im halfway through the activites for guides, so i might as well not pon any activity and attend everything :)
i have been learning to control my temper for a few days now, and i think its pretty good. my sister hasnt been pissing me off for a while and now when they piss me off, i just count to ten. i rock :)
i feel freaking fat.!
thinspo does nothing. i hate this, im gna lose 5kg. no matter what, i need to skinny down):
(edited at 10:08pm/)
I feel fat, lousy and disgusting. maybe its because i bought the cookie donuts just now but hey, it was a nice indulgence, haha :D
i need to go to the gym! i wanna do cardio and work my way down to 40kg ( doing it the healthy wayyyyy!) :)
Tomorrow's guides. meeting up with rachel before we go off for school. we're gna cook deepavali sweets and snacks. i inticipate its gonna be real fun :D
thinspo does nothing. i hate this, im gna lose 5kg. no matter what, i need to skinny down):
(edited at 10:08pm/)
I feel fat, lousy and disgusting. maybe its because i bought the cookie donuts just now but hey, it was a nice indulgence, haha :D
i need to go to the gym! i wanna do cardio and work my way down to 40kg ( doing it the healthy wayyyyy!) :)
Tomorrow's guides. meeting up with rachel before we go off for school. we're gna cook deepavali sweets and snacks. i inticipate its gonna be real fun :D
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Aspc ym camp.! anyone wanna come? :D
I asked thousands of people alr. people said no. invited esther. also no. invited ruth, also no. WHY CANT ANYONE COME?! elizabeth alsoo. argh. im fed up thinking of who to invite :P
but i shall peservere cuz i really do want to invite someone. bimbo talk - like badly):
at church nowwww.
i feel like a loser shutting myself in the computer room and ignoring the pretty outside world and socializing. well, i guess the computer's very good friends with me. I love you, computer :)
today's sermon was actually like a.. sleeping pill. sermons actually put me off. i rather short sweet sermons that are powerful and strong as well. but i really felt God today and that's good. hahaha. i sound so religious here. man :D
Well okay, for emphasis, i feel like a loser. i think i am a loser and a antisocial loner so if anyone agrees you can put your hands up
i love going out with my friends - please dont get me wrong. but i dont know how to keep a conversation going and i probably piss people off. once you start a conversation with me, well - i can go off talking and talking like a surefire bomb. i just cant find smth to talk about, awkwardness is probably me. WHEE.
I hate my sister's glam life, her friends. I think - almost everything about her. She has girly sleepovers and everything, they camwhore like there's no other tomorrow and they share pretty little dresses! how exciting.
Her friends are stick skinny thin and wear bikinis and party around the pool. WELL, what about me? im the ass with a bulging tummy and doesnt give a damn about working out.
i dont really want to end up like ryuuzaki :D
I asked thousands of people alr. people said no. invited esther. also no. invited ruth, also no. WHY CANT ANYONE COME?! elizabeth alsoo. argh. im fed up thinking of who to invite :P
but i shall peservere cuz i really do want to invite someone. bimbo talk - like badly):
at church nowwww.
i feel like a loser shutting myself in the computer room and ignoring the pretty outside world and socializing. well, i guess the computer's very good friends with me. I love you, computer :)
today's sermon was actually like a.. sleeping pill. sermons actually put me off. i rather short sweet sermons that are powerful and strong as well. but i really felt God today and that's good. hahaha. i sound so religious here. man :D
Well okay, for emphasis, i feel like a loser. i think i am a loser and a antisocial loner so if anyone agrees you can put your hands up
i love going out with my friends - please dont get me wrong. but i dont know how to keep a conversation going and i probably piss people off. once you start a conversation with me, well - i can go off talking and talking like a surefire bomb. i just cant find smth to talk about, awkwardness is probably me. WHEE.
I hate my sister's glam life, her friends. I think - almost everything about her. She has girly sleepovers and everything, they camwhore like there's no other tomorrow and they share pretty little dresses! how exciting.
Her friends are stick skinny thin and wear bikinis and party around the pool. WELL, what about me? im the ass with a bulging tummy and doesnt give a damn about working out.
i dont really want to end up like ryuuzaki :D
I hate my sister. for today, anw D:<
today at serene i was in my shirt (i know it was baggy!) and jeans, and my sister insulted me by saying i was unfashionable! like wth, she thinks like she's damn fashionable or smth. she can keep on dreaming. she never ever talks to me unless its talking about pretty little shoes and pretty dresses. we never ever talk. even if i do want to talk to her about other things, she will change the topic to her pretty dress or what, BIG FAT PRETTY PUMPS?!
I dunno, but i just dont really like the fact her mind's filled with fashion and fashion until she never talks to me at all. i like laughing(i know, im sadistic!) when she cant fit into skinny jeans cuz they're too tight. i dont really like walking shops with her too. I just want to talk and shop and talk sisterly things - y'know what i mean? And plus, she goes around insulting my clothing like she owns the world.
piss off, jillian D:<
today was ym, we watched the columbine high thing. not really nice as i expected, though. it sounded more like a draggy sermon, but the only thing that really made me sit up was rachel joy scott. i really admire her much much :)
i cant wait! cineleisure neoprinting with calanthea, zemaine and rachel if possible, two weeks from noww. im too bored at home already.
today at serene i was in my shirt (i know it was baggy!) and jeans, and my sister insulted me by saying i was unfashionable! like wth, she thinks like she's damn fashionable or smth. she can keep on dreaming. she never ever talks to me unless its talking about pretty little shoes and pretty dresses. we never ever talk. even if i do want to talk to her about other things, she will change the topic to her pretty dress or what, BIG FAT PRETTY PUMPS?!
I dunno, but i just dont really like the fact her mind's filled with fashion and fashion until she never talks to me at all. i like laughing(i know, im sadistic!) when she cant fit into skinny jeans cuz they're too tight. i dont really like walking shops with her too. I just want to talk and shop and talk sisterly things - y'know what i mean? And plus, she goes around insulting my clothing like she owns the world.
If i listen to chinese songs, she'll think i'm a lianer. fact is, i dont mind chinese songs but i dont want to get called a lianer by my sister. if i want a shirt and apparently if it looks very lian to her i cant buy it. I brought teenage home because rachel ming gave it to me and she calls me a lianer. i read jodi picoult and she goes 'ooh you're interested in sex?'
D:<
piss off, jillian D:<
today was ym, we watched the columbine high thing. not really nice as i expected, though. it sounded more like a draggy sermon, but the only thing that really made me sit up was rachel joy scott. i really admire her much much :)
i cant wait! cineleisure neoprinting with calanthea, zemaine and rachel if possible, two weeks from noww. im too bored at home already.
Friday, November 2, 2007
damn, ryuuzaki died. this sucks.
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sorry for the countless deathnote rantings. guess i couldnt help it/:
but wth, how can light yagami kill such a good man. light is stupid. he doesnt even know wth he is doing. and L treated you as his damn friend, light yagami. i know you're just a picture in a manga but, damn you light yagami, you idiot. D:<
later's ym! i really cant wait, its going to be a movie. Columbine high secrets, its rachel's tears! :D
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sorry for the countless deathnote rantings. guess i couldnt help it/:
but wth, how can light yagami kill such a good man. light is stupid. he doesnt even know wth he is doing. and L treated you as his damn friend, light yagami. i know you're just a picture in a manga but, damn you light yagami, you idiot. D:<
later's ym! i really cant wait, its going to be a movie. Columbine high secrets, its rachel's tears! :D
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Matsuda is damnn cute, i tell you. At first, I laughed like shitxxxz cuz he thought kira was groovy and uncool. Haha actually i sound like a japanese manga obsessed fan but really, death note is really that good! if its not good then its totally unworth my daily staring at the computer cuz the damn manga would probably spoil my eyes one day. i know good things when i see it :D
I really cant wait for the parts when mello, matt and near appears.!
I really cant wait for the parts when mello, matt and near appears.!
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
I know, both this blog and my life is getting really voring to read also. haha, im really sorry :D
Another boring day today againn, went to thomson with my dad in the morning to rent and borrow videos and movies. borrowed transformers but wanted to borrow disturbia and shutter muchh): my sister borrowed all the bitchy high school shows to watch and sappy love shows, korean dramas. bought my death note manga and then went to buy yoghurtt!:)
Haha it was really good bonding time today with my lovely perverted father :D
I really love my dad, he bought the deathnote manga no matter how flipping pricey it was ( five bucks for thirty plus pages of paper just to see two geniuses talk crap throughout the whole thing)
Thank you dad, so much ♥
I havent got started on my holiday homework yet, i think i should go start now, im blogging and going online too much already :D
Another boring day today againn, went to thomson with my dad in the morning to rent and borrow videos and movies. borrowed transformers but wanted to borrow disturbia and shutter muchh): my sister borrowed all the bitchy high school shows to watch and sappy love shows, korean dramas. bought my death note manga and then went to buy yoghurtt!:)
Haha it was really good bonding time today with my lovely perverted father :D
I really love my dad, he bought the deathnote manga no matter how flipping pricey it was ( five bucks for thirty plus pages of paper just to see two geniuses talk crap throughout the whole thing)
Thank you dad, so much ♥
I havent got started on my holiday homework yet, i think i should go start now, im blogging and going online too much already :D
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
I'm rotting away slowly in my own home
My cousin rocks socks, i tell you ♥
today is a really boring day.
the house has practically and absolutely nothing to do noww. i've been youtubing alott, and its very fun, and reading death note manga onlinee. I'm already at chapter ten!:)
other than cycling down to the minimart and buying sour power and chips to binge eat and amuse myself with, there's really nothing to do. im in no mood to go out either. holidays are really killing me):
And reading books and jodi picoult doesnt help either. so i've been cooped up in this damn house with nothing to do. I've also been praying alot to God lately these days about alot of issues - and to give me something to do :D Yesterday was really one of my funnest days with esther and throughout my boring holidays though its probably only seven days now. South division day was fun, though it was really slack all the way, and i went neoprinting with priscilla and pamela yeo. THAT was fun(:
YEAH. so thats my fantastic holidays, all i can remember.
i need excitement in my life pronto pronto pronto.
Okay i'm going back to my manga now :)
today is a really boring day.
the house has practically and absolutely nothing to do noww. i've been youtubing alott, and its very fun, and reading death note manga onlinee. I'm already at chapter ten!:)
other than cycling down to the minimart and buying sour power and chips to binge eat and amuse myself with, there's really nothing to do. im in no mood to go out either. holidays are really killing me):
And reading books and jodi picoult doesnt help either. so i've been cooped up in this damn house with nothing to do. I've also been praying alot to God lately these days about alot of issues - and to give me something to do :D Yesterday was really one of my funnest days with esther and throughout my boring holidays though its probably only seven days now. South division day was fun, though it was really slack all the way, and i went neoprinting with priscilla and pamela yeo. THAT was fun(:
YEAH. so thats my fantastic holidays, all i can remember.
i need excitement in my life pronto pronto pronto.
Okay i'm going back to my manga now :)
hola hola, i walked eight bus stops! achievement much:)
had a haircut today with esther at koyee, and it still looks the same abit. kinda happy with it because i mantained my vemo fringe and didnt have to have it cut. so now my lovely fringe is below my eyees!
really didnt have anything to do today, so i randomly asked esther over to my home while watching deathnoteee. haha it was rather kewwl today we went thomsonnn and although i jabbed my sister in her arm and poked her randomly and she hit me in my ass back, it was still fun. we fought like childish assholes on the thomson escalator, jabbing, kicking, just because she thought i was uncool to have 'facebook' and thought she was damn cool just because she has facebook nowwwww.
Grah. i hate dkfjfghuifgufyguhgiuhdhbcj faceboook! D:<
had a haircut today with esther at koyee, and it still looks the same abit. kinda happy with it because i mantained my vemo fringe and didnt have to have it cut. so now my lovely fringe is below my eyees!
really didnt have anything to do today, so i randomly asked esther over to my home while watching deathnoteee. haha it was rather kewwl today we went thomsonnn and although i jabbed my sister in her arm and poked her randomly and she hit me in my ass back, it was still fun. we fought like childish assholes on the thomson escalator, jabbing, kicking, just because she thought i was uncool to have 'facebook' and thought she was damn cool just because she has facebook nowwwww.
Grah. i hate dkfjfghuifgufyguhgiuhdhbcj faceboook! D:<
Monday, October 29, 2007
back from the most fantastic sleepover though it was filled with constant constant nagging nagging:)
my grandmother insulted my bolster! this morning when i was walking out from the house all changed and ready to leave with the my nose to the bolster my grandmother said it was 'silly for a thirteen year old to walk around with her bolster slung over her arm!'
Haha quite cool right. dont really care actually. my baby cousin even said my bolster was 'chouchou'
HAHAHAHHAHH my bolster rules baby :)
I brought along jodi picoult to read but got bored instead and started camwhoring by myself in a small bedroomm, which is damn zilian, but there was nothing to do, i swear.! so its okay :) but hey, its was fun what.
I played whales and cars with my baby cousins, drew and played somemore, and my aunty has facebook.! She asked me whether i knew what facebook was and then she winked happily and said she had one.
I'm officially outdated and uncool. i dont even know what facebook was reading blogs with people screaming that they have 'facebook.'
Hey but i know what facebook is nowwww :)
fujiwara is damn hot though he's gay and sissy, and refuses to cut his damn hair. ♥
my grandmother insulted my bolster! this morning when i was walking out from the house all changed and ready to leave with the my nose to the bolster my grandmother said it was 'silly for a thirteen year old to walk around with her bolster slung over her arm!'
Haha quite cool right. dont really care actually. my baby cousin even said my bolster was 'chouchou'
HAHAHAHHAHH my bolster rules baby :)
I brought along jodi picoult to read but got bored instead and started camwhoring by myself in a small bedroomm, which is damn zilian, but there was nothing to do, i swear.! so its okay :) but hey, its was fun what.
I played whales and cars with my baby cousins, drew and played somemore, and my aunty has facebook.! She asked me whether i knew what facebook was and then she winked happily and said she had one.
I'm officially outdated and uncool. i dont even know what facebook was reading blogs with people screaming that they have 'facebook.'
Hey but i know what facebook is nowwww :)
fujiwara is damn hot though he's gay and sissy, and refuses to cut his damn hair. ♥
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Your eyes tell me different words. You say you're right, you rule the world. I listened enough, you ass, go shrivel up in your little corner like a small little rat.
You deserve it anyway. Don't tell me everything I have to do
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I'm going to change my face in two years time and you must teach me how to eat.
I want to go coronation to buy my manga pronto so I can pass and while my time away at home while rotting. I'm planning to read three of jodi picoult's books.! im already finishing picture perfect. i have songs of the humpback whale, the tenth circle and vanishing acts. Yesterday i was talking with cheryl on msn about pride and prejudice, mr darcy and everything:)
I have nicholas sparks too and i know everyone's really interested in the really engrossing part of the boook. all the sexy parts eh:)
HAHAHAHA my father gets really excited at those parts.
You deserve it anyway. Don't tell me everything I have to do
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I'm going to change my face in two years time and you must teach me how to eat.
I want to go coronation to buy my manga pronto so I can pass and while my time away at home while rotting. I'm planning to read three of jodi picoult's books.! im already finishing picture perfect. i have songs of the humpback whale, the tenth circle and vanishing acts. Yesterday i was talking with cheryl on msn about pride and prejudice, mr darcy and everything:)
I have nicholas sparks too and i know everyone's really interested in the really engrossing part of the boook. all the sexy parts eh:)
HAHAHAHA my father gets really excited at those parts.
egoistical and cynical
I'm really bored nowwwww.
I love my grandmother alot.! I really do, she's like my most hippy grandmother in the whole world. when she came back from hongkong she went on ranting about three tiered skirts and H&M and she says she gets reminded about jillian when she sees three tier skirts and when she sees makeup, she thinks of me.!
Haha when do i remind people of eyeshadow and blusher and lipgloss (:
And i'm sleeping over tomorrow at her housee! though i'm not really sure what to do there.
Today i woke up at one with mosquito bites all over my body.
light yagami is really hot.
in both the comic and the movie. takeshi obata really knows how to pick his characters:)
If not why would his choose tatsuya to act as a egoistical and cynical asshole who is really hot! I'm listening to the manga opening soundtrack for most probably the millionth time, haha. He is an asshole anyway, light yagami is a cynical ass who treats himself like a god. Cynical, but hot ass :)
Oh and shiren, your blog's really nice.!
Hope we can go out one day yeah:)
I love my grandmother alot.! I really do, she's like my most hippy grandmother in the whole world. when she came back from hongkong she went on ranting about three tiered skirts and H&M and she says she gets reminded about jillian when she sees three tier skirts and when she sees makeup, she thinks of me.!
Haha when do i remind people of eyeshadow and blusher and lipgloss (:
And i'm sleeping over tomorrow at her housee! though i'm not really sure what to do there.
Today i woke up at one with mosquito bites all over my body.
light yagami is really hot.
in both the comic and the movie. takeshi obata really knows how to pick his characters:)
If not why would his choose tatsuya to act as a egoistical and cynical asshole who is really hot! I'm listening to the manga opening soundtrack for most probably the millionth time, haha. He is an asshole anyway, light yagami is a cynical ass who treats himself like a god. Cynical, but hot ass :)
Oh and shiren, your blog's really nice.!
Hope we can go out one day yeah:)
I have the most perverted, lecherous ah beng father worhx. He likes looking at my sister's fourteen year old friends in their skimpy bikinis and panties while looking at their camwhoring shots. He ooogles tooooo.
I'm so proud to have such a wonderful father.
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y'know what? I'm going to tell you everything how i feel right now.
I feel so played, I feel so disgusting but I reach out to God, and He gives no reply.
I really want to go to Ruth's ignyte sesion again but I know if I do it for maybe four weeks or more my mother will chop my head off for church-hopping here and there.
ASPC ym is really cool and everything but I feel like a loner, like a miserable loner there. And to put things worse I feel more welcome at Ignyte though I know some fantastic friends and leaders I have at ASPC ym {:
I feel like I have to live up to everyone's expectations, though I know it's easy for me to live up to God's expectations. Damn do they expect me to be perfect? Assholes.
I sing to God in my soul, but my sisters dont and they muck me for singing,
I talk to noone, I'm a sucka at socializing. im just a weird antisocial ass you see mucking around doing nothing and probably engrossing herself in a book.
Like, do what the nerds do!
God i feel so angry now, i feel like chopping off anyone's head. Grah. kdfjgfdhtug8ruyuthghgyr8re847!
I'm in heart pyjamas with my face slapped with night cream all over. I am very unglammmm. My face is seething red and my nose is a volcano crater ready to explode in your damn face.
I'm so proud to have such a wonderful father.
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y'know what? I'm going to tell you everything how i feel right now.
I feel so played, I feel so disgusting but I reach out to God, and He gives no reply.
I really want to go to Ruth's ignyte sesion again but I know if I do it for maybe four weeks or more my mother will chop my head off for church-hopping here and there.
ASPC ym is really cool and everything but I feel like a loner, like a miserable loner there. And to put things worse I feel more welcome at Ignyte though I know some fantastic friends and leaders I have at ASPC ym {:
I feel like I have to live up to everyone's expectations, though I know it's easy for me to live up to God's expectations. Damn do they expect me to be perfect? Assholes.
I sing to God in my soul, but my sisters dont and they muck me for singing,
I talk to noone, I'm a sucka at socializing. im just a weird antisocial ass you see mucking around doing nothing and probably engrossing herself in a book.
Like, do what the nerds do!
God i feel so angry now, i feel like chopping off anyone's head. Grah. kdfjgfdhtug8ruyuthghgyr8re847!
I'm in heart pyjamas with my face slapped with night cream all over. I am very unglammmm. My face is seething red and my nose is a volcano crater ready to explode in your damn face.
I was watching, the story of my life.
The song 'Watashi' keeps ringing in my head. actually its not really watashi its just that watashi is currently the only japanese word i know. I keep thinking of those people in white clothes singing while everyone in the church is having their lunch, and their voices are damn kewwl :D
And can you believe it today during sec one/p6 cell i screamed like a sissy cuz there was a houseflyy!):
Ok sorry g'bye i want to watch deathnote now.
And can you believe it today during sec one/p6 cell i screamed like a sissy cuz there was a houseflyy!):
Ok sorry g'bye i want to watch deathnote now.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
I really want to go for the east timor mission trip.!
I wont imagine myself rubbing my dirty hands and doing dirty work I probably won't like to do. And maybe imagining how the toilets will look like and how the heck will i bathe. but i dont really care, i really want to go!):
There are people singing 'Watashi' in japanese in my church. like how cool is that lah(:
I wont imagine myself rubbing my dirty hands and doing dirty work I probably won't like to do. And maybe imagining how the toilets will look like and how the heck will i bathe. but i dont really care, i really want to go!):
There are people singing 'Watashi' in japanese in my church. like how cool is that lah(:
Tell me what's wrong with me, tell me everything.
Yo homies, i'm really very vemo and bored noww. My hershey is all melted now, anyway, the black chunks of cookies slowly melting in my hand, and with nothing to doo.
Ice skating next wednesday with ruth and maybe other people. maybe haircutting with strawberry bananana next week too(:
Today went neoprinting with priscilla and pamela yeo at cineleisure, and was really awkward at first but they started playing with my 'vemo' hair, cuz they say it totally suits my damn personality (my hair's messy, so my table is messy tooooo!) And their right too, cuz my report book says i have to be more organized. And it was like the first time in ages i went neoprinting at cine. so japanese-y, and so many zilian people and lianers.
And cinelesiure has the nicest thing manxxz, i wish i had moneyy):
HAHAHHAHHAHAHH. i feel so mean for saying all this.
After that was ym and wasnt really that bad though i really wanted to go to ignyte instead, cuz of all the booming action and really nice, more moving altar calls and the very short sermons. God i feel so mean for saying all this, gah/:
Today the pastor was staring around blurrily after the sermon and turned around and looked at my shirt, then he looked up again and said, "Praise the Lord?" And I bluurrily replied back yes toooo, because i didnt really understand what he was saying.
I went on a pad shopping spree juzzzt now, my bad bad habit.
Ice skating next wednesday with ruth and maybe other people. maybe haircutting with strawberry bananana next week too(:
Today went neoprinting with priscilla and pamela yeo at cineleisure, and was really awkward at first but they started playing with my 'vemo' hair, cuz they say it totally suits my damn personality (my hair's messy, so my table is messy tooooo!) And their right too, cuz my report book says i have to be more organized. And it was like the first time in ages i went neoprinting at cine. so japanese-y, and so many zilian people and lianers.
And cinelesiure has the nicest thing manxxz, i wish i had moneyy):
HAHAHHAHHAHAHH. i feel so mean for saying all this.
After that was ym and wasnt really that bad though i really wanted to go to ignyte instead, cuz of all the booming action and really nice, more moving altar calls and the very short sermons. God i feel so mean for saying all this, gah/:
Today the pastor was staring around blurrily after the sermon and turned around and looked at my shirt, then he looked up again and said, "Praise the Lord?" And I bluurrily replied back yes toooo, because i didnt really understand what he was saying.
I went on a pad shopping spree juzzzt now, my bad bad habit.
Friday, October 26, 2007
Suddenly Alex had me cradled in his arms, the blanket falling away to reveal the red marks on my arm and the swelling near my ribs. He carried me into the bedroom and stretched me gently on the bed, so carefully that I did not even stir the comforter. He unbuttoned my blouse.
He brushed his lips over each spot, each ache, taking the pain and leaving behind a salve of tears. I held his head against my chest, thinking that this tenderness hurt even more.
"Shh," I said. "It's all right."
He brushed his lips over each spot, each ache, taking the pain and leaving behind a salve of tears. I held his head against my chest, thinking that this tenderness hurt even more.
"Shh," I said. "It's all right."
Last day of school and last day of honeymoons.
Oh man, today's last day of school. Shuckity shucks shucks, will miss you guys ♥
Today was really fun mass cleaning, we went to clean up 4/3 and it was really dirty and stinky at first but all thanks to the cleaning crew we really did a good job of making the classroom smell like happy fraganced detergent in the end, but that ass siong boon made us stay back to clean the ledges of the windows and fans and everything - couldn't go off till he said so, anw D:
Was prettyy much camwhoring in the classes later on, nobody really gave a heck about the teachers. And and, our dear priscilla is transferring to express in 2008 uh, smartass! :D
Top in class tuuuu!
I will see how i can upload the pictures so that i can spice up this damn boring blog.! Shafiqah is a damn zilian personn!
xxx.
If you don't like me can you just freaking scream it to my face! D:<
Today was really fun mass cleaning, we went to clean up 4/3 and it was really dirty and stinky at first but all thanks to the cleaning crew we really did a good job of making the classroom smell like happy fraganced detergent in the end, but that ass siong boon made us stay back to clean the ledges of the windows and fans and everything - couldn't go off till he said so, anw D:
Was prettyy much camwhoring in the classes later on, nobody really gave a heck about the teachers. And and, our dear priscilla is transferring to express in 2008 uh, smartass! :D
Top in class tuuuu!
I will see how i can upload the pictures so that i can spice up this damn boring blog.! Shafiqah is a damn zilian personn!
xxx.
If you don't like me can you just freaking scream it to my face! D:<
Thursday, October 25, 2007
One more day and its freedom for at least two months :}
Today is one day before school closes, and we got back our report cards.
Everyone was crying, cursing the people who got transferred and comparing class positions and comments. We had to open our report books at the same time and today, amanda joy was really angry with pauline and her marks. But guess what, I should be even angrier. I am like what, bottom three of my class?! D:<
Yes, read it carefully. It does say bottom three):
I am the 37th position, out of a class of fourty peoplee. Can you believe it! Yes. And I have turned from a living walking Chinese A1 dictionary to a C5 barely passing Chinese dictionary.
It's like complete rubbish. I got my report card, held back my tears and comforted those who really needed the comforting more :) But at the bus stop near Serene I conferenced called my dad and mom and broke down and cried really bad.
The only freaking good thing about my report book is that i never ponned schooool.
Shafiqah really wants her Thai Express lunch/treat.
This Saturday is disgusting South Day division day and we have to go to kuo chuan secondary and do some peace talk and cheerleading.
And my guides uniform is getting tight which means I'm growing fat. Yucks tucks.
Tooooooodels.
Everyone was crying, cursing the people who got transferred and comparing class positions and comments. We had to open our report books at the same time and today, amanda joy was really angry with pauline and her marks. But guess what, I should be even angrier. I am like what, bottom three of my class?! D:<
Yes, read it carefully. It does say bottom three):
I am the 37th position, out of a class of fourty peoplee. Can you believe it! Yes. And I have turned from a living walking Chinese A1 dictionary to a C5 barely passing Chinese dictionary.
It's like complete rubbish. I got my report card, held back my tears and comforted those who really needed the comforting more :) But at the bus stop near Serene I conferenced called my dad and mom and broke down and cried really bad.
The only freaking good thing about my report book is that i never ponned schooool.
Shafiqah really wants her Thai Express lunch/treat.
This Saturday is disgusting South Day division day and we have to go to kuo chuan secondary and do some peace talk and cheerleading.
And my guides uniform is getting tight which means I'm growing fat. Yucks tucks.
Tooooooodels.
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