through those darkened days

You swiped me and surprised me with a terrible shock, I'm not gonna think of you the same way anymore, I'm not going to put you down anymore. I'm not going to upset you no longer. Get well soon, and I love you very much. Please don't leave me crying by my side. The mix of emotions I feel right now, my heart is in my mouth. ♥


I hate this.
I'm so happy riding on 855 with amanda yap and my mother strikes me with a big fat bomb. like wth, it makes me so pissed thinking of it. And to make things worse, I keep thinking of what's gna happen, and that makes me even more angrier.






Just imagine if someone you love so much dies and just leaves you hanging by the thread. like what, i didnt even get so say goodbye to my grandfather and he just left me here with my other grandfather who only cares whether i geta frigging phD or doctor's license. I bet he thinks I'm also putting down the whole family and slamming them on their faces by chooosing normal academic over express.And like, so what if im a freaking late developer?As much as i really want to say, i hate my granddad and I dont know whether God is listening.

I need someone to talk to nowwww.

I feel like my eyes have been dripping with tears for the last two hours while having tuition

It's exams, yet I'm really angry.

>:(