Tuesday, June 2, 2009

hello people. haha. how long was this blog manz. HAHA by the way i'm sec three now, how time flies (: see you guys when pigs fly! going pops later to get some art stuff for our bubbletea stall @ guides house on 27th june!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Back to this blog for awhile, I know everyone misses me alot :] Have been trying to read up my old blogger posts and the so many things that've happened in my life! Both exciting, saddening and everything. I love my life, hate my life, love my life. It's so interesting to see the many things around me, soak them up. My friends have been the bomb, and my uncle is really retarded :} other than that, 2008 has been really hectic and chunked up. I'm at church now with a plate of noodles and chilli next to me! LALALA lol its really nice. The chilli looks pretty but the noodles look like worms. Hee:)

I'm gonna permeanantly shift back to xanga. Say byebyes, but I will blog here when I can. My memories are all still here, y'know?:)

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Hiyyyyyyyya:)
I miss this blog alot. Xanga has been rather cranky but its better than anything, and Xanga uploads its pictures REALLYreally fast. Sorry for the long time not blogging.

School has been kinda great. Im secondary two now, in guides, and completely rubbished on by a certain junior in my school): Just because I asked you to join guides doesnt mean you can call me _________ stupid anytime you want. But its quite okay now cuz cassandra, pamela yeo, rachel ming, ruth goh, phang xuan lin, priscilla, tammie, and my ever so cool patrol leader Gillian make it nice:)

Monday, December 17, 2007

aloha toots pardon for the really really long hiatus and nonupdate status:) shifted over to my xanga cos i thought nobody bothers to read this blog anymore and read a Homer (d'oh!) poser:)
xanga.com/madhatterescapade.


till then, ciaooooo

Monday, December 3, 2007

(RANT!/)

I feel fat. especially looking at the slew of thinspo xangas, and the flipping thin people i see. you really cant help aspiring to lose some stupid weight. how thinspiring. im going crazy. especially when i go into a changing room in malacca and see thousands of thin malaysians poppping in and out of the changing rooms, sucking in their stomachs in a size 0 top. rah):
Everything around me tells me to be self-confident and accept myself for who i am, and i really want to. especially when i have two really thin sisters, and im born naturally abit bigger sized than they are, and my tummy is definitely bigger than them. I always get my tummy made fun of by my family. when i was in australia at seven years old, they called my tummy 'jiam jiam' cuz they were jiggly giggly:)


Everytime my sisters come out in super gorgeous camis and everything - they look really great. They wear figure hugging tops and encourage me to do the same. they dont understand why i wear my oversized tees. When they're oversized,they're really oversized:) They tell me to junk my oversized tees, but my oversized tees are the love. I just cant be like them. It may be easy for them and for everyone but not for me.
Self confidence isnt easy to get, y'know?

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Wheeeeeeeee.
Im happy and high now. Haha, yay. I really cant wait to spend time with my mum:)

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Maybe its just an illusion? I think it is.
The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
Urh, random people. Random random people.

When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
Haha yeah. Like duhhhhhhh:)

In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
Listener.

Do you take compliments well?
Haha, no one has complimented me so far yet.

Do you play Sudoku?
I aint that cheeem. I dont even get how to play Sudoku no matter how many times you attempt to explain it to me:)

If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
Thats exactly why I joined guides for

Do you like to ride horses?
YupPpZz

Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Haha church camp

What was your favourite game as a kid?
Sisscors paper stone

If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do?
Tell that sexy person to get lost cuz it aint sexy to come after complete idiots like me and stay faithful to his wife.

Could you date someone with unequal religious beliefs as you?
NO. Never.

Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Haha i enjoy the pursued part but i hate pursuing, thank you:)

Are you ticklish?
No, i just stone and think of daisies and poppy flowers

Do any songs make you cry?
Yeah. The Fray 'How to save a life' I love that song alot.

Do y'know how to shoot a gun?
I wishhhhhh

If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
My family picture, handphone and bolster

Do you think more about the past, present or future?
Present.

Favourite children's book?
'Mrs Mole's Bedtime Stories'

How tall are you?
How tall am I? Oh yeahh, verrrrrry tall):

Where is your dream house located?
The mansion God has alr prepared for me:) haha with gold chocolate bars and flying cherubs!

What name brand is your computer?
Compaq

Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Yes! Neoprinting is the love yo.

What flavour is your favourite lollipop?
Coca cola.

Where was the furthest place you travelled today?
My bedroom:)

Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Sleep.

Do you look like your mum or dad?
I look like my mummmy. My bigger sister looks like my dad and my rents say my smaller sister was a mixture of a sperm and a potpot. HAHA

How long does it take for you to shower?
10 minutes if i'm feeling really zilian.

Can you do splits?
NooooOOOoooooOOOOO):

What movie do you want to see right now?
BRATZ! haha

Would you like to make a shoutout?
HAHA YES. HELLOOOOOO WORLD!:)

What song would you like to dedicate?
'Shut up and drive' by Rihanna to my daddy cuz he cant stop emphasizing how hot he is when he's behind that wheel :)

Do you own a camera phone?
Haha yes. for camwhoring purposes:)

Who would you like to dedicate that song to?
My lovely daddy:)

Candles or incense?
Candles.!

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
11 hours. I oversleep way too much.

Do you like Carebears?
I love them alot.! Especially the junkfood tees with the really cute bears printed all over them. I want a carebears shirt!:)

What do you buy at the movies?
Popcorn and nachos!

Do you know how to play poker?
Even if i knew how to play poker I'm never allowed to play poker.

Do you wear your seatbelt?
No, dont really give a damn about that seatbelt anw :)

What do you wear to sleep?
Pyjamas and sometimes shorts and a shirt. I want pretty PJs!:)

Are you in love?
Not exactly love. but sHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh:)

Do you like funny or serious people better?
Funny. I like people who crack stupid jokes!:)

Ever been to LA?
Haha i wish man:(

Did you eat a cookie today?
No! I need famous amos!:)

Do you use cuss words in other languages?
Sadly, yeah): In malay. Who told shafiqah to go learn chinese vulgarites and shoot them at me huh huh huh:) So i learn malay vulgarites from my malay friends and do the same to her :)

Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
Pay pay pay

Do you hate chocolates?
No no no, i detest them so badly if they didnt look like mini devils with forks and horns! Grah they're temptations!):

Are you a gullible person?
Yeah, thats what my sister says

Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
No

If you could have any job(assuming you have the skills) what job would you take?
Lawyer, i wanna debate debate debate.

Are you easy to get along with?
Haha yeah as long as you dont piss me off.

What is your favourite time of the day?
When my stomach feels empty, and when its raining. When i feel God:)



Credits to esther!/

Sunday, November 25, 2007

You shine brighter than the whole milky way-

i feel so cheap and poor and low class in clarke quay. HAHHHHAH. even crabs and hooters makes me feel poor.
today we went to hooters for dinner after rotting on chairs and camwhoring, and it was really fun tho. the first time i went to clarke quay in the night and its really beautiful and dreamy! But the hooters waitresses were wearing orange FBTs pulled up till like infinitely like hot shorts. one of them were trying to seduce this american guy, showing their butt cracks and everything. He didnt even seem the least interested but the other guys were. haha:) it was fun watching though. And the big funky bump sign.

Haha today i was talking politics!
I really miss God, I really do. Talked to himm for a really really long time today, and i prayed to invite someone to youth camp. then i waited a few secs and sms-ed gillian. Then i prayed agaain (hahah to be sure to be sure!) and she really replied yes.! :) So i was really hyper at hooters and i was really happy with everything and the grace God has given. YAY!:)
Friday will be angmor days with my mummmm. Haha love our angmor days. Angmor days rule!:)

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Today was really nice, though i skipped the ym special day. grr. i didnt want to skip it initially but my bigger sister was all druggy and drowsy and didnt want to go for ym, and my mum had a bbq going on later so i skipped ym to help her. I really should have gone):
Gillian, my mum, my maid, Jillian and my sister Ashley all love my THEFACESHOP nail strengthenng thang! HAHHAHA i rock in my choices dont i? i painted my chinese teacher's nails rad! she luvxxxs it mun. really does:) forgot to give ruth her nail varnish thing. eeeeh. i owe many many people debts. GRAH. i owe rachel ming her ben and jerrys money and guides money, neoprints money. i really plan to clear them.


My IOU.

I owe rachel ming six bucks for new york super fudge chunk and for neoprint money. i will pay them when school starts! I promisseeee.


Ah rachel ming you better be reading this!:) lol.

Friday, November 23, 2007

Today was northpoint with ruth goh!
It was really fun though I havent been to northpoint for thirteen years and i printed out photos which were flipping cheap compared to thomson!:) and ruth got her picnic ham, and we also bought real cute teeny minitoon water bottles! Haha i have green. we walked around practically the whole of northpoint. i really want to go back to northpoint. i want to buy Keds! haha the really nice canvas flats. i want to buy a shirtdress and converse sneakers and cartunistas num slippers and skinny jeans! :)

My sister never allows me to touch her teen vogue cuz i always rip the covers apart! Haha and her Dolly.

____________________________


I'm a techno-phobe, haha!
Today was really deeesgusting. when i was sleeping my mum woke me up with her screaming and demanded me to clean up my tables. My cupboard, my clothing cupboard. I got real pissed off and just tucked my head under my blanket. but i wanted to make my mum happy so i cleaned up my table before i went off for northpoint.



Oooooh i see some drama.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

My temper has definitely cooled downnn now:)
I've been trying to control my tempers since this morning. It's quite okay and definitely getting the hang of it, and i'm happpppy!(: i could have flared up at my sister today but i didnt. but she flared up at me. HAH. turn the tables around yo :) God definitely helped me with it and had a big part to play in my change. I just love that :)

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

World Hunger Relief Week is a global movement designed to fight world hunger on a global scale with the United Nations World Food Programme. Through awareness, volunteerism and fundraising, more than 1,000,000 employees, franchisees, and vendors of Yum! Brands, KFC, Pizza Hut, Taco Bell, Long John Silver's and A&W Restaurants in 100+ countries will join forces to bring awareness and action to this global crisis. World Hunger Relief Week was created to raise awareness and much-needed unrestricted funding to fight hunger on an unprecedented, global scale.
Affecting 1 in 7 individuals on the planet each day, hunger kills more people than AIDS, malaria and tuberculosis combined. The World Food Programme is the United Nations frontline agency in the fight against global hunger, feeding on average 90 million of the world's poorest and most vulnerable people in 80 countries each year. WFP provides food and resources to build self-sustaining communities in the most impoverished and disadvantaged corners of the world.
While world hunger can be an invisible problem, the solution is within our reach. Please join this world-changing movement


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Please support!:)
Haha i really want to make a donation but i dunno how to, so i'm still trying! Since tuberculosis is there i don't really mind helping. Hey KFC is there toooo! Haha if kentucky chicken wings can help underprivileged people enjoy life and not worry bout hunger, I'm in! Finger lickin good!:)
Today went for my dental checkup and sadly aunty sharon wasnt in so we had this new guy who loved to ask me all sorts of puberty questions. like, throughout the whole checkup. So if he's checking your teeth he'll go ""So hello, Nicole, how long have you been menustrating? Have you hit puberty?" then seconds later he'll go "How does puberty feel like for you?"
We had to wait for my dad while he did his puberty questions thang. then my dad came and i have to do dentaal surgery, my whole face gna change! HAHHH:) then you have to teach me how to eat!:D


Haha ok. goodbye. will blog if i have the time. Tooooodels :)

Sunday, November 18, 2007

/Lol randoom quiz i just took from ruth so credits to her :)

A random girl asks you your name
Haha say hi? :)

The last thing you put in your mouth
Toothpaste cuz toothpaste is my bestie

What was the last message on your phone
k i'll wear a bikini tmr. SEXY RITE? :D nite...

The last song you listened to
My mummy's sappy/love korean drama songs. I love singing them, sarang-haeyo! :)

Who do you trust in your life?
All my friends. I don't really tell them the really sensitive things though. But i trust everyone! :)

Would you move to the USA to be with someone you love?
Haha depends.

Talked on the phone in the shower?
Yeah. To carrie, in primary six. Loudspeaker toooo so they can hear shower sounds. I actually talk to people when i pee too, if you're the unfortunate little weenie. My little secret, shhhhh.

Would you stop talking to your friends because of your girlfriend/boyfriend?
No way. Never in a flipping million years.

Fill in the blank: I love ________.
God and everything He gave me.

Who will you wanna marry?
A man that most probably appreciates me for who I am.

Who will you wanna call after waking up from your coma?
Family cuz my family is da bomb:) then call my friends and say hello and make them little presents.

How many kids do you wanna have
Haha 10! Or maybe 11, its enough to make up a football team yo! :)

What will you call your kids?
Peeping Tom, Cheerful Dick and Harry Potter. and if more then three than i'll search the Bible for names :)

Your surname?
Chiaaaaaaaaaa

Favourite toy
I still love the really ugly but cute chinatown pig that i bought with carrie lim:) I love it to bits. Has meanning to it.

Right or left handed?
Hahhhha, righttt! :)

Been to Paris
I WANT.

Last person you kissed?
My bolster and my mum. My bolster aint qualifying as a person aint it :)

Do you love anyone now?
Yes. Family, friends, Jessie and God

What are you doing?
Fighting the King Koopa? :)



Today was really bad/horrible/fun and other than praising God, the shopping and family bonding time, the rest of it was awful. Though i'm thai expressing tmr!
Started out real horrible, i got scolding from my dad because i answered back really rudely cuz i was really pissed i was forced to wake up so early and everything): So sorry, God):

Then later i had to make the hardest choice of my life - who to obey? like wth, who am i supposed to obey? I have two people to please - who do you expect me to please huh? I was really irritated, I couldnt stand it so i just burst out crying like a baby and called Ruth, cried the bugger and shizz out of myself. i looked like a pontianak with red eyes and blotchy shriveled nose crying. haha.
my sisters really cheered me up though. we went nydc and had pizza and everything and literally went crazy - i even have a cheena photo of my mum and dad kissing in nydc doing those smooch poses thats the so very in thing now :) went to wheelock and went to ipod shop - really want an iPod touch! and a iMac so i can do happy camwhoring. we camwhored with the comp and the people were rather pissed off. but do weee looook like we care? Nuh uh :) My dad's a happy hip camwhorer yo! My mum went shopping for christmas cards.
Tis the season to be jolly. I'm christmass plannnnnnner!




WANNNNNNNA TURKEY ? :]

Saturday, November 17, 2007

/my smaller sister has beautiful eyes of an angel and the meanness of a tiger fury inside her. criticizes people very very easily.
Jillian got this really pretty tartan dress from my cousin, and she came in bashing into our room, her voice happy happy happy in her tartan dress.


Jillian: Tadah! *smiles one big cheesy smile*

Ashley: Omg do i look like i really care? *continues playing gameboy and smirks*


If you scoldd that angel she gives you the dao look, and then does her really popular donald duck mouth. My dad got really tempted to staple her mouth. Hah, cuz my dad rules like that (:
Oh she just insulted my gameboy. Moist with fungi? No way.
His lips pressed coldly against her neck.
Softly she breathed, her heart skipped a beat. Then he withdrew his lips and looked at her beautiful face gently.

(edit/)


today was really fun. met up with my senior, jinger, though the last time she talked to me was six months ago for a school survey! But she was really nice and all - so met up with her at somerset mrt and went off to her church, Hope Church. Something like ruth's ignyte, flashlights and bright lights and really enthusiastic cheers and all. Hyped up, and all ready to give God his rightful glory on his throne :)
Yup. today started off really bad. I was in a flipping rush today - had tuition in the morning then lunch at my grandmother's house. And then i had to change to go for jinger's ym. My mother scolded me for not bringing a bag and demanded me to change to jeans. So i changed and had to stashed my jeans in an envelope. Haha how unglammmmm. the mrt guy thought i was carrying about a bomb!


Haha i have a couple of things to really complete this week!
And I really have to rush my glass noodle date with shafiqah. she really wants her glass noodles bad. like shizzzz, she's been bugging me for her glass noodles for a few days alr. if i put off our date she's gna scream her head off and ignore me for six whole years ):
I have ruth's present to complete too. And small little letters to give out to people and ym camp! gah no one wants to come! still thinking of people. hee. hahahahhah maybe i'm lonely and a really lonesome loner! AMANDA WEE I AM COUNTING ON YOU. lol.



  • Go running.
  • Do up ruth's present ( eeh i still cant get the fabric right y'know!)
  • Do up esther wong aka strawberry bananaa's present (ditto for the stupid fabric who refuses to listen)
  • Grow closer to my one God Almighty. I need it badly.
  • LOSE WEIGHT.
  • Christmas shopping with many people like ruth or rachel or anyoneeee!:)
  • Finish my homework by this week. (HHAHAH fat dreams.)
  • Invite at least one person for ym camp!

Oh yeah. can i ask you what i ever did to you?

Friday, November 16, 2007

i have my name in kakatana on amanda whee's blog, yo :)
back from thanksgiving, and the sermon was really boring tho. went to raffles after that with claudia, rachel ming, cassandra, pamela and amanda wee! HAH she came! dont pon eh dont pon! :) Haha went burger king, and after claudia left, cassandra got very high on milo. told me to scold her if she went hyper. didnt scold her, and in the end rachel, me, cassandra and pamela threw ice on each other in school uniform in burger king in a public place, hawhaw :D
the primary sixes from smps went outside with their friends and started crying and hugging each other, their faces all blotchy and red. psle results coming out next weeeek!

Haaha amanda wee is a zilian womannnnn cuz when i took out my strawberry shortcake mirror to show her she took it and neatened her hair! :) Gah pamela yeo thank you for the neoprints and the really sweet message. love you! :





Today was really bad and i hate today alot.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

haha actually torture camp was better than i expected. anw, i have withdrawal.fits/:
i miss the powder in my legs, the sound of jessie barking, my mum's constant nagging, my dad's funny little boastful quotes. i missed my sisters so much too that i almost cried but when i got in the car with ruth all i got from my smaller sister was, 'Omg i am so happy to have you home. Finally.' And of course, its sarcasticc. And all i got from jillian was scolding throughout my whole car journey, back home at dinner.


Where's the loove?:(


The only really welcoming thing was that my mum said hello, my dad said hello and whipped up the bestest food ever. fried wings, oxtails and white rice and omelettes:)

I know, my commitments towards diets are absolute laopok -.-

Today was really funnnn, we had games and Splat is really fun! i wanna play Splat againnnn. eeeeh. i love that creepy face, y'know the evil ones with the torchlight (think villians!) :D
Yes, my pretty mosquito patches.
I planned to actually torture myself with jogging and running and cardio when i came back from camp but apparently i gorged myself instead -.-
Partnered shalakah for the nature walk. my thighs really ache, felt like tumbling down the stupid hill. Who knew the smallest hill in Singapore could kill you. haha and i put my insect repellent and water with cassandra lowww so i couldnt get my water bottle so Kirin shared her water with me. Princesses! i was practically dehydrateddd.
Thanks cass for offering to hold my things though! :D


I love drills all of a suddennn, though. eeh. tomorrow's thanksgiving, and i feel so pain and tired.


Ruth, thank you so much. The bestest wustest thing any friend did for me, and i really appreciate it. Water bomb! :)

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Ahh yes i'm prepared, breathing easy now. yes yes yes. Jaya asked for two tins of sausages but i only have tunaaa): Off to guides camp, eek):

Monday, November 12, 2007

Guides torture camp.

Today was girly talk with my dad. Haha funnnnn!


'Dad, I feel fat! there's unwanted sludge all over my body.'

'Is that what girls talk about today? Nowadays? Is it the hip thing or smth?

'Maybe, yeah. I think so.'

'Have you seen worse ones, darling?' lifts up his shirt. 'Wanna see mine? If yours is sludge then what is mine? I don't have a six pack but i have one. It's the hippest thing ever.'


'Wow dad, that's really hot.'

Blushes. 'Haha yeah i know! then why would i show you!' -.-

My father is the best dad in my world, my entire world. he's late, he's funny and he thinks just because he's from acs he's hot. Everytime we pass acs, he goes 'Omg i'm so proud. acs guys very hot one y'know! haha i from acs you know! Which means i'm hot! HAHA!'

And then if we remind him he changed secondary school, he will go, 'So I'm half hot?' (:


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Today went amk hub to meet up with ruthhh.
I wanna pierce my ears.! cuz im so flipping lazy to even wear a earstick and even bother to keep my earhole open, my mother says she might have to reconsider. I bought stuff from watts in and rachel ming went to buy earrings with alphabets 'R' and 'M'
I'll buy her a 'J!' :D

Bought roller coaster, earrings and bubble tea. im obsessed with bubble tea. I love bubble tea. I like the pretty little harmless little pearls which can actually give me cancer. AND, the milk. sweettalk's really good! :D
Went around finding for rachel ming a cropped knit jacket which she really wanted and had to buy - but in the end we couldnt find anything cuz amk hub has barely anything. She's wearing a black shift dress and a polka dotted retro dress! IMAGINE how hot she'll look lah. and what _________ will think of her man! :)

Oh and my secondary four senior just invited me to her church.! :) the one who surveyed me six months ago, and i totally forgot how she looks like): at orchard cuppage point, hope church. I hope i can go, i really do.



Get well soon, pamela yeo! I wanna go out with you! haha do drills do drills!:) pomelo!

Guides torture camp is in one day time and i'm NOT prepared. i want to pon it! ARGH. i dont wanna go hiking!